free will

Every 1 around is judging us. round the clock. Don’t do this n that n bullshit. So don’t do anythin that will change your perception! What are ppl trying to prove by forcing hard to be abnormally NORMAL?

You’ll look weird if you laugh loud in-group,
Boss will think you are not committed if you leave on time,
When we didn’t call him for ‘social gathering’ means he is ‘ignored’,
Using net in often means he has got nothing to do,
When you flirt - you are a flirt,
When you don’t – you are a dumbo,
Have booz every week means you are addicted,
When I say, “fuck”, I’m not sophisticated,
I smoke every day that means I am a waste,
She doesn’t agree with superior means she doesn’t respect,
“Your age is 24 means you can’t do a better job than 35 year old ass”,
Unhone kiya to chamatkar, hamne kiya to balatkar,
I love rock music means I hate being Maharashtrian,
When you scrap saying that you miss me, they think you are getting emotional,
When she talks to a guy on cell, her parents think she is going around,
I don’t have one of the latest cell means I don’t have the ‘status’,

Now you are under control… do what they tell you!
Remember devil’s advocate? Don’t see, okay, see but don’t touch, hmmm, touch but don’t taste, ummm, taste but don’t eat…

I gotta say? I don’t give a shit.
I do what ‘I’ want to do. FREE WILL.

Fuck it.

Why excess ego? Why?

Ego is good. Ego is natural. Ego gives self-respect. Everyone has.

Ego is something that makes us feel better to some extent, BUT when in excess, it turn people into an arrogant bullshit! In friend circle the ego is seen in mockery & too much of ‘I’ while in corporate life it is seen in the form of career lust & fault finding exercise. Easy to recognize stupid egoistic… seen through tearing apart the people around so as to make his/her own candle burn brighter! Actual problem sets in when it starts damaging relationship/efficiency of organization.

When ego comes between, its almost impossible to heal the damaged relationship: be it personal or professional. Any try to improvise the situation only reopens the wounds & ppl get confused and ask other ppl: 'whats wrong with you? Why don't you can't think in a better way?' (when everything is perfectly right!)

In case I think of long term, ego makes people famous at the expense of number of friends that one can really count on. In long run, only the ones with ‘down to earth & still above all’ attitude rule. Somehow ‘down to earth’ people outwit egoistics & reach at a level, which is ‘above competition’ & start growing in life. Company of such people will always make me comfortable even if he/she is ‘not my type’. They will make me smile for no reason...

How much can you bear with people who make you hate life?... Someone said it right… there is no fun in someone askin you to join, but ppl on their own should invite you to the journey! Do you think you’ll ever invite 'excess of ego' to join you for the journey?